I am on struggle street and I don't understand why round 2 has been such hard work for me.
Round 1 was so easy, I did what I was meant to do, I followed the program 100% (well...95%). I exercised I ate cleanly...It was just so easy, I JFDI.
Round 2 has been a completely different story. I seem to be lacking the motivation I had in round 1, which is insane as I still have just under 20kg to lose.
Don't get me wrong, I have lost weight this round. I've welcomed back my dear old friend "the 80's" and I am so very close to merely being overweight as opposed to obese. I am starting to love the way I look again, my clothes are falling off me. These things should be the biggest motivation ever to keep going.
My plan as I sit here is to go back and revisit my goals and watch all of the video's..I need to find my mojo, my focus and motivation. I need to recommit to 12wbt and get rid of this final 18kg. I need to do something, because the way I'm going at the moment, it won't be long until I'm back up over 100kg and really that is just not acceptable!
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Good plan, hun... Here's to finding your mojo. I know it doesn't help much, but you're not alone with struggling along. But just remember what you've learned, and remember how you felt seeing that christening photo and keep pushing on to see what will be revealed. I know you can do it. I really mean this.
ReplyDeleteWhats the hurry Linnijane? If you're still losing weight rather than gaining, then that's a good thing, right? Your mojo will come back when you least expect it. Until then, fake it til you make it :)
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